thistitlehastotallynomeaning.

firstly, congrats to jeanjoshuamervinandfriend for getting into the finals for their band thingy :) was really happy to see jean running and screaming "WE GOT IN!!" was the first time i actually see her smile so hard really.her fae was like..stuck in that jean-face smile -puts two fingers on each side of the head- .cos usually all i see is her ladyboss look or her being serious. heh. hm, i got part of my allowence today. woo! i am not so poor now. still, i hafta save up loads. june is approaching.and there's also ST bitch's birthday coming up. ithink i am going tohave a NYDC full-shift maraton once mid April comes. oh, there's the NS medical check up too. boo.

iwas thinking about 'that person'last night. Few know about its existance.but iguess its a whole new different experience now.it was like madness last time.emotional,senstive..TOOsensitive,confused?anger. all those crap. but now, ifound that it has become a name, just a name. -itjustlingers- its just there. still. never grows, never fades. its just in my memory, just existing. it just exists now. i was quite surprised i had to remind myself how i was last time. hm, but i have no idea how should i feel now really. i dont really have an emotion for this. glad?sad? that doesnt sound right.

oh yeah, i just remembered. igot into the skl orIentation grp. :) i am glad.new people.new friends.new enemies? haha, no one likes politics. i hope i wont be a cause of it though.but a person who actually solves it.thats all i want. haha,just continue on reading this spot eh? we'll see what happens. really hope the whole freakyfamily can be in the group then we could crash JOSHBINA's PLACE during orientation times.hahah great suggestion from ERN. :)